BLUEWARP. . . A RETROSPECTIVE OF DRAWINGS AND POETRY
Thursday, November 30, 2006
A run in the rain
wind and thunder stormy chills rumbling darkness rainslick skin passing coolness breezeblown leaves surging weather Septembertime melting skies defeat of August puddled streets mirrors at my feet end of Summer all in a cloud September 1987
i've seen gray days i've seen dark moods i've seen thing s i could be spared. . . i've heard hard facts i've heard wild words i've heard things i have compared. . . i've felt warm glows i've felt cold threats i've felt things that we have shared . . i've known ecstasy i've known agony i've known things at which i stared. . . i've done things right i've done things wrong i've done things and then despaired. . .
mighta rode my anchor or stayed a minute more, coulda stayed upon the water or headed for the shore, shoulda tried a little harder or see what happened next, woulda done things different but i was so perplexed.
mighta stayed unhappy or lived with everything, coulda hid inside my shadow or lived a constant sting, shoulda simply turned away or tried to reconnect, woulda been impossibe and keep my self-respect.
Leo is a yellow cat his eyes are orange and that is that Leo has a homeless heart you cannot make him stop or start he has monsters in his mind they always follow close behind
you came into my life like a beautiful vision that i could touch. . . we talked and laughed loved and lived like sudden dreamers. . . you whirled and smiled away dancing to your karma transparent in your motion. . . we slid apart like stars flung to other galaxies or just to other doorways. . . you disappeared, a dream i still remember through these lines. . . poems sparked from sky-blue eyes through my fingertips. . . 1987
you might see her sitting in a crowded lively bar, everyone's pursueing her, some might go too far, just remember, all her life, people lied instead of loved, everybody hustled her and she felt pushed and she felt shoved; if you see her, smile her way, 'cause she's always sad and blue, take the time to say hello, she might be good for you, don't forget to hold her hand, but never touch her heart, she's been hurt too many times, and she might just fall apart.
your reality is of yourself and of no other. . . ride it like a good horse easy and in its own stride. . . ride into the open spaces of your mind and then ease down into rest while all else goes on. . . you will not forfeit or lose your sense of spirit only the errors of the past not gone but set aside to ponder later. . . so go now and lope into the blue zephyrs of your dreams. . . June 2006
some women want a wildman to treat 'em sorta tough they run to him and love him and like it when he's rough some women want a wildman like the leader of the pack they want to be beside him and watch who's at his back some women want a wildman with eyes like solid ice they always try to melt them but they gotta pay a price some women want a wildman its a challenge every day they know he doesn't want them they must make him look their way some women want a wildman who laughs at their desire they live for magic moments when they light his mortal fire 1981
i sink slowly like the setting sun, imperceptably into the warm horizon of my self. . . where nothing is the number and everything is the answer. . . and when the sun is down the evening star finally arises as a bright blue spot of light, filled with promise. . . it is the light of my unconscious, i am so empty yet so very filled.. . i am me and also all else. . .
The African Zizrozah was rapidlly approaching extinction due to predation. Therefore, alarmed conservationists began a program of mounting wheels with precision bearings on their hooves. Now they are too numerous to count and the only thing faster on the veldt is the four-wheel drive Japanese Beastero.
arm in arm we wander among the thronging mass to them we seem invisible they are a different class we touch but do not feel them they are some other breed who speak another language a tongue we do not need we wonder where they come from perhaps some other sphere fat and noisy animals who sometimes interfere and so we take the wide side where we can go astray together in our closeness with no one in our way 1992
Earth to Dilbert Lost contact Have message From ComPac Re; Zybrugian Fleet Do not engage They are armed W/Stratocasters 18 stringXR2Z AMPS-Unkn Frm Fleet Capt Snively ZigZag
i have stood i have sat i have swallowed i have spat i have considered the place i am at. . . i have stopped i have started i have stayed i have parted i have steeered a course of life never charted. . . i have been i have done i have had much i have had none i have decided that you are the prize to be won. . . 1992
traipsing in a wonderland, mine eyes have seen a glory, so real and it was you. . . the sun, and stars and moon, only cast light to make your shadow, loving you is everything else life has no kind of meaning, except the waiting for you to awaken to greet me with your giggling hello, and the sleepy mornings when coffee and you smell so divine; i smile and shake my head and laugh in confusion and splendid contemplation of what will occur next between you and i . . . 1990
i jog the streets sometimes to shove away unpleasant thoughts that sometimes seem entrenched. . . its true, you know, those endorphins mixed with the sweat of a run become a balm for the mind as well as the body. . .