sad little city bent out of round packed full of people with minds run aground. . . i feel like an alien from some other sky lost but residing and not knowing why. . . like a skeleton key thats bent out of shape i feel like a convict who wants to escape. . . locked in a doldrum of mental ennui daily i'm deeper i'm ready to flee. . . i know you engage in similar thought lets slip away soon and not get distraught. . .
the same strange star that shines on you shines on me, the same pale moon that glows for you glows for me, the same cool wind that breathes on you breathes on me,
i may be here, but still so near. . . i may be gone but still inside your sphere . . .
. . .down through yesterday like lost shadows, or a speeding ticket for traveling too many hours in a day. . . seems like a faded design viewed through a silkscreen or dusty cokebottles; so many forgotten times written in shorthand when they should have been on a canvas done by a master, thinking long and thinking wrong, days gone by like cards thrown in a hat, all these things rolled past us as if 'twere a long and smoky train of railroad cars, flashing by, full of something, and yet, what i do remember is hard to believe. . . 1997
Prometheus stole the fire from Heaven to give to humans below, but Zeus captured Prometheus and chained him to a giant rock and commanded a vulture to eat the liver of Prometheus every day which Zeus then would replace every night.
a stony work of splendor made do upon the ledge hammered by the starkness weathered by the wedge stricken maze of Babylon mauled by maliced claws prized by all the populace breaking all the laws gone a-begging for the feel or even just the sound shot for never even knowing why the world was flat or round flanking forward on the march come stormers from the south looped and circled winners slamming from the mouth ridged and lifting steprungs the ladder to the top waiting for the boldest who can promise not to stop. 1979
. . .verily, all things move within your being in constant half-embrace, the desired and the dreaded, the repugnant and the cherished, the pursued and that which you would escape. . . Kahlil Gibran
June, June, days of heat, work, work, sleep and eat. time, time, like a stream, flow, flow, just a dream. hot, hot, nights of sweat, walk, walk, no end yet. hours, hours, drag by slow move, move, on the go. phone, phone, calls my name, somethings wrong, who's to blame. beer, beer, every day, hot at work, cold at play. after a graveyard shift at the brewery 1983
Beism is a philosophy of the conduct of ones life, where the basic tenet is simply "be and let be" a beist does not care to change anyones thinking and expects reciprocity from others and will listen to any discussion as long as it remains polite and continues to be interesting.
Beism is the study of perpetual change.
Change is evolution.
Evolve as opposed to involve. Everything changes but change.
The Catjo is a complex intrument that was invented in Chad by members of a sect that despised Egyptians , who revered all cats, considering them to be holy. It is similiar to the Banjo. The Catjo is made from the dried skin of a cat stretched over a wire frame.
Catjoist Dilbert Earl Snively plays an E-Flat Catjo in Arp, Texas 2007
seems like trouble always happens when life and love are wrong, seems like time is just a moment in a strange and mystic song, seems like nothing is for certain in the endless dance of time, seems like life is what we make it in our daily pantomime, seems like love could be the answer instead of jealousy and hate, seems like lovers should be honest as they move into their fate, seems like what they do and say and feel should have a sacred reason, seems like all their time together might be a happy season. 1982
the link to the unconcious is the total separation of thought from mind, the detachment from reality and yet the awareness of now is retained while all else falls behind in a lost wake of confrontations that before fruition withered on the vine of worry and slide away on the cobalt blue energy that lights the way to peace. . .
. . . and there is a hum, like a slow singing tune, a calling to tomorrow, a slow slide into the morn, without a worry of it, a darkening of firelight, a shuddering of shadows, a cooling off of everything, its is a quieting of today, an ending. . .
under threat of lossing all, the lizard climbs the ston'ed wall. . . up and up with clinging claw he dodges troubles when they fall. . . higher still to see the sun he slowly crawls while others run. . . changing colors in the light he keeps his feelings out of sight. . . he seeks his future day by day moving slowly on his way. . .
she appeared from the mists of the past, unask'd yet into my arms. . . like some wind of pleasure, just a few days of intensity, impossibly sweet but not possibly to last, a romantic vacation from a bad time . . .
today is the foot tomorrow is the sidewalk tonight is the thought later on is the question tonight it only rained enough to make me think of you. . . . 1983
Karma, the balancer, as fast as fire, sliding through us like a knife or the bloom of a rose, dragging the days behind it as a ragged tail; and time, so invisible, wrapped in fate, will ne'er stop providing results for all our deeds. . .
passing thunder rumbles from the west down to the east growling in defiance like a dark and mighty beast. . . jagged lightning flashes from the sky down to the land stiking with the power of a monumental hand. . . rolling thunder grumbles from the north down to the south howling from the heavens like a high and mighty mouth. . . crooked lightning crashes from the clouds down to the mist smashing with the fury of a monumental fist. . . March 1978
day upon day, rolling into night, bright days, dark nights, we pass through in both confusion and understanding as a storm ends in serenity; we know not why, except for the knowledge that nothing is the same today as it is tomorrow, be it good or bad, joyous or sorrowful, day into night, ebb into flood. . . 1979
far beyond the call of neccessary human endeavor lies a thing called MARATHON and on the other side of this mortal trial is where there treads a species not found elsewhere; herein dwell those who wear earned pride, in place of false, over brave hearts, a medallion of courage fashioned of timeless bronze, a modern token or symbol of the shield of Phidippides 11-26-89 six days before the Dallas White Rock Marathon
moon of brightness, light of night clouds of flurry, white on white moon of wonder, flys so fleet shadows scurry , at my feet moon of fullness, flys so high love in azure, sky or eye evening beauty, blue on blue waits for gazers, me and you early Saturday morning after working a midnight shift 1977
the Snowfox waits within her lair in her winter colored hair. . . spending time with all her faces watching from her secret places. . . she deals with all that comes along she is wise and she is strong. . . the Snowfox den is safe and warm and no one tells her to conform . . .
windy days and sailboat nights, massive hills and city lights, runners jog all over town, going up and going down, just a week to see the City, so many things we saw were pretty, trolley cars full of riders, seagulls sail like snowhite gliders, asian people dart and scurry, everyone was in a hurry, eating sushi and drinking wine, i was yours and you were mine.
things have come, and, Lord, they've gone, times have changed, phenomenon, lights have shined, and glowed like fire, then cooled down into dark mire, a place calls out and beckons me, blue-on-blue is what i see, cramped in freedom in a bind, locked in verbage like i was blind. 1971